The Weird Things We Do

Ok I am sure that I am  not the only one that have weird quirks. Its a way of life, we are all humans wanting to do things in a certain way.
I for one cannot read a book or go see a movie that I think will ending badly. Yep its true,  I can literally see the wheels turning in your head.

This is how I think about it, life in general is very stressful and hectic with many ups downs and turnarounds, so why spend money on a movie that has a sad ending. Leaving you to go home feeling crappy, when a a movie with a happy ending will put a smile on your face.

Lets face it we all do weird and crazy things that can't be explained, but that is part of who we are as a person. Whether you can only sleep on the left side of the bed, or you feel the need to brush your teeth when you drink a glass of water. These unique yet weird quirks make us who we are and I would not change my quirks for all the tea in China.

So from this day forth, I say celebrate your indviduality and your uniqueness, because for me I will forever be known as the crazy girl that does weird things. And I love it.

POEM OF THE DAY: DESPAIR

DESPAIR

The dark dread of the times have left me in contant turmoil
Blakened my mood, and left my soul bare

My eyes have shed tears red with the blood of my pain
My sorrow knows no end, the pain has just begun

With a heavy heart I survive, I thrive to do better, to be better
Life mocks and redicule me with the constant pressure to succeed

I try and I try and I try
I fall, I rise, I wait in vain for my time o shine.

written by: Girl on a rope

Zumba to the World

So I have recently started taking dance classes, Zumba to be more exact. A friend of mine Suzy invited me and I have been to two classes so far and the whole thing seems like fun, its basically dancing to music whether, reggae, salsa hiphop or whichever dance the teacher chooses.

We attend classes all over queens, today it's Bayside, tomorrow it's forest hills or Ridgewood. I have aleady started to feel the burn especially in my lower back, sides and feet, but overall this Zumba craze is a lot of fun, and I kind of dont mind the sweating, at least not all the time.

Road less travelled

Have anyone ever felt like they need a map, not just any map but one showing their life. Well that is where I am right now I need a map to show me in which direction my life should take, I undestand where I came from, it's where I am heading is the problem.

I came from heartache, pain, sufferation and loneliness, but the road which I want to travel/ or must travel to make my way in life is still very unclear to me. Sometimes I wonder if I am coming or going, but one thing is for sure I will catch hell getting there because as always I like doing theings my way which is sometimes the hard way.

NO CAR, NO LIFE

So my husband decide to go out to a party on saturday night and against my wishes he took my car which I have continuously told him not to drive but no he does not listen. So sunday morning at 6:00am he is ringing off my phone he was around the cornr from the house and slid in some water and ran into a tree, so now here I am carless.

POEM OF THE DAY

I hear voices, my thoughts are not my own
I hear voices, whether I am asleep or awake
I hear voices, some happy some sad
I hear voices, telling me I should be dead

POEM OF THE DAY

Sometimes I cry for you
Sometimes I sing for you
Sometimes I laugh with you
Sometimes I make love with you
Sometimes I cook for you
Sometimes I clean for you
Sometimes I'm angry with you
Sometimes I fight with you
But always I will die for you