Road less travelled

Have anyone ever felt like they need a map, not just any map but one showing their life. Well that is where I am right now I need a map to show me in which direction my life should take, I undestand where I came from, it's where I am heading is the problem.

I came from heartache, pain, sufferation and loneliness, but the road which I want to travel/ or must travel to make my way in life is still very unclear to me. Sometimes I wonder if I am coming or going, but one thing is for sure I will catch hell getting there because as always I like doing theings my way which is sometimes the hard way.